crossing the line

as the year ended, i am glad to know that i did win the heart of somebdoy i've always wanted to be friends with after all... although the arrangement isn't exactly what i had my mind set for, it turns out to be something already amazing. on one hand, i should be sad because of what has been revealed tonight. but on the other hand, being depended upon and trusted by a person who's a step short of being almost a stranger to me is certainly something that shook off whatever bit of indifference i had been reserving all these years. somehow, i am grateful tonight for i saw a side wall coming down....getting me back to the track of who and what i was before i allowed concrete realities to pile up around me and hinder my abstract vision from seeing marvels beyond imperfections....so, as the new year starts, i join this "new" friend of mine in prayer that whatever happens, may God's guidance and love prevail. This, and again, knowing that i am fortunate to have such a family and a caring bestfriend is indeed the most memorable bit of my new year's eve of 2009. ^^,