Wednesday, July 15, 2009

i fear

something doesnt feel right today...i worry. i fear.
i am afraid. the oldest premonitions seem to be creeping in again.
they are there. but not yet.
i want to show that i trust, and yet i continue to fear.
i want to show that i am brave, but i am dwindling.
i want to say these words but i am keeping them from being said.
there is something that i want. i am telling myself it is impossible.
i fear. of rejection. of humiliation. of pain.
if only u cud see me. read me. feel me.
what i want is with u. and i cud only have dat if u wud give it me.

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........i'm just another writer still trapped within my truth........

i have forgotten about what it is to write...
to catch that in-between the silence and the heart’s beating…
and go about that divide which separates shadow from the ground…
Writing, my first love!
and so, i write. répondez s’il vous plaît.

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naling'wan ko na kun pa'no an mag surat...
kun pa'no mahagilap an uya sa tahao kan kasilenciohan asin pag-ibot kan puso...
buda malakop iyan na nagbabanga sa anino asin daga...

An Pagsurat, sakuyang enot na pagkamoot!
biyo logod, ako minasurat. magsimbag ka.

"Rooted and built up in Jesus Christ, firm in the faith."

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